His lips were plumpier than I imagined. And to my good surprise, his mouth doesn't taste like cigarette.
Instead, it was intoxicating, welcoming, somewhat sweet.
I haven't kissed someone for so long, I forgot how the electricity would travel through your veins.
My heart was jumping out of its restrains and I craved for more.
I wanted to taste him more.
I want him to swallow me whole
Touching someone's hair that's not yours was odd.
You always kept your short, even though you knew I liked it when you grew it out.
Touching his cheeks was weird.
I hesitated before brushing it gently, I never did that with you. I wonder why.
Touching his hands was unusual.
They were cold, probably because of the weather, it was pretty windy.
Tracing his palms were like figuring out a new route. An uncharted territory.
I don't feel guilty although I thought I would.
It's all new and good for me.
I just didn't realize it's been this long since I've been with anyone that's not you.
You were familiar.
Terkadang datangnya seperti buih-buih
yang menjilat jari kaki,
perlahan tapi pasti
secara lamban menyelimuti
Namun
sering kali datangnya seperti amuk ombak
saat pasang,
bising,
dan menelanmu secara utuh
Tak apa jika kau singgah sementara,
datang tanpa diundang dan pergi begitu saja
Tak peduli jika obrolan kita kini ada batasnya
Sentuhan, bisikan, dan tatapan mata
berganti jadi doa sunyi tanpa nama
Yang lama sudah berlalu dan yang baru tiba
Tak peduli jika cintaku tak dapat tumbuh subur saat matahari berjaga,
ia masih mampu hidup tanpa cahaya